My Story & Purpose – The Spiritual Growth of the Soul

If I had to point out when I truly became interested in spirituality – it wasn’t some big moment. It was more of a process that matured in me over the years.
Just a few years ago, I wouldn’t even consider myself religious.
In fact, my family and surroundings had made religion feel fake and forced. Pure hypocrisy – talking about certain values while doing the complete opposite.

I used to say straight up: I don’t believe in “their god” – some guy with a beard and a staff, sitting on a throne in the clouds.
But I always had this inner sense that something bigger exists.
Not someone — but something.
Something that started all of this.
I always felt like something didn’t add up.
I didn’t trust the media, TV, or the whole narrative. I had my own way of thinking, not shaped by anyone else.

I’ve always had very strong intuition. Especially with people. I could sense who’s fake and who’s real.

I’d often wonder: how was all of this really created? The world, people, animals, emotions, love, nature’s laws. I never believed it all came from “nothing.” And definitely not by accident.
I have a strong sense that we’ve been given something more — a chance to learn how to become better. To evolve, from within.

I’ve never really felt like I fit into this world.
Parties, distractions, chasing soulless stuff — I never felt like myself there.
No real focus on truth, growth, or nature.
And deep inside, I felt like I’m meant to do something more.

When I started to dig deeper, I began to notice patterns:

Today I understand — those were lessons.
Tough ones. Painful. Challenging.
But priceless.
I no longer feel anger. I feel gratitude.

I started noticing that the world isn’t what it seems.
Thoughts have power.
When you constantly think negatively or positively — it becomes real.
I experienced this myself.
And just look — how many successful people say “the universe helped me.”
The energy you send out — it comes back.

Don’t tell me you’ve never felt something so deeply… and then it happened.

In my opinion, the biggest lie about spiritual growth is that it’s easy.
It’s not easy at all.
Because it means fighting against the whole system of lies that’s been poured into your mind since you were a child.
It means walking a path where you’ll be misunderstood, criticized, and alone — often.

One thing that often doesn’t sit right with me about certain spiritual theories (like reincarnation) is the idea that everyone goes to the same place after death, no matter how they lived.
I can’t believe that.
There’s no way people who hurt others deeply should receive the same outcome as someone who grew, helped others, and walked in the light.

But that’s a topic for another time.

These days, I absorb knowledge about the soul and the universe like crazy.
I feel deep gratitude for being here.
But at the same time… I’m curious about what’s on the other side.

Hundreds, even thousands of people have shared their experiences of what lies beyond this life —
Near-death experiences, past-life memories under hypnosis… it all paints a wild, incredible picture.
And I have the privilege of watching it unfold as a soul.
As awareness.

Because that’s what spiritual growth really is — awareness.
Observing your thoughts, emotions, and reactions.
As a soul. As consciousness.
And constantly asking:
Why am I experiencing this? What is it trying to teach me? What is this showing me about myself?

There comes a moment on this path when you stop putting your ego first.
You stop saying “I want” or “I must” all the time.
You let go of ego and begin to serve something greater than your desires.
You start to realize — this isn’t about you anymore.
It’s about something higher.

If I had to compare it to something earthly,
it’s like watching a movie about someone else’s life.
You follow their journey, feel their emotions, learn through their experiences, analyze the story, and draw lessons from it.
But at the same time, you’re not that person.
You’re simply the witness of their story.

Sometimes you feel like things are happening without your control —
yet deep inside, you know you’re involved.
You know there’s something you’re meant to understand.

It’s kinda like when you watch a movie and one of the characters makes you feel something deep…
You don’t know them, and yet — you feel a strong connection.
Like you already knew them…
Like your souls recognize each other.

That’s exactly how the soul learns.
It learns love.
It learns patience.
It learns through experience and deep observation.

It’s hard to put into words…
But if you feel what I’m saying, you’re probably already on the path.

To evolve myself to the highest version I can possibly become…
and then to bring as many people with me as I can.

I want my lessons to wake people up.
To open their hearts to growth, learning, and their true potential.
To help them share it with the world.
Because that’s what love is.

I believe that what I share has the power to strengthen not just spiritually, but emotionally – especially in hard times.
And if you’re still hesitating, remember:

You have nothing to lose. Only everything to gain.
Peace. Wisdom. And growth.